Inspiration

The first CD I ever purchased was bought in Michigan. There was a Tower Records across the street from campus and some interesting, strange, ethereal music was playing in the store while I was browsing. My head was in another place as the combination of sounds and sight — wandering through aisles of talent and stardom, even the smell of printed album sleeves — was slightly intoxicating. The vibe was good, the day was lazy. I love music stores.

“What am I hearing?” I asked one of the associates. He checked, and they were playing an album called “Everest” by Off and Gone.

I bought it, played it in my off-campus apartment that summer as well as my dorm that fall, but I couldn’t get that inspired feeling again.

Do you ever try to recreate an emotional state — a day or a time in your life — and fail miserably? I have, and it’s frustrating beyond belief. Why can’t all the good times be relived? Why is it a struggle to put things back in a particular order?

My take on this is that inspiration is what it is. It can’t be duplicated, cloned, bottled or copied in any fashion. It’s a one-time deal, even though you might experience a similar sensation during similar circumstances at any point in your life. Inspiration is meant to be a catalyst, and any recreation defeats the purpose. Inspiration wants us to seek more of it, not relive a moment that’s passed.

Tonight I am thankful for the memory of Off and Gone, for that day shopping at Tower Records and for the way I felt in tune with and relaxed by the music around me. The memory is a nice reminder that being in the moment can often yield inspiration we didn’t know we were looking for, while being outside of a moment and trying to recreate the past will often leave us wanting more.

Here’s to being present in all our moments.

4 thoughts on “Inspiration

  1. I completely relate to this. Some of my vital truths in life have come in this way. Reliving the moment exactly, not a possibility, but remembering it, still sharply recalls the feelings and thoughts that were evoked. Beautifully explained.x

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